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im at siahxinyu's house now;))
anw just had my moodswings ytd. i realised i cry alot ytd.
morning afternoon and at nite too. :X

hey nick! you're not a bad teammate, yeah? its not yur fault that you cannot train for 3weeks. just take care of yourself and heal meanwhile! :D miss you loads esp when you're my partner! xD

to jun: hahahha. i didnt say qian is not chio. ;)) wheeee. saw yuor neso with winnie. xDD
to kelly: argh, your so mean to me. grahhh. ;(( heartbroken.lolllllll.
to luk wern: yep, babe. we will go through this together alright? dont leave me alone too. sigh, and our team is really damn small. x.x


well, for those who doesnt want to spoil your mood today you can jolly well leave my blog now.

i feel darn right pissed now. its not by anyone, but by the attitude of people. they just think whtever they want to be, and the way they expressed themselves is so arrogant. hello, like its not even true and you're still in a state of denial, denies that you're ugly. denies that you're unpopular. and even denies the fact that you're hardworking enough. however and you still think that you're lousy in this and that or whatever. in this way, people might misunderstood the original intention you had. argh. nvm i shall stop venting now, and will delete this when im feeling better. xD

mortal: ;p lol, it isnt disgusting. ahhaha. i put ban on vulgars wad. xD so did you flung your tests? jailani teaches us lang arts. how you know hes irritating? did you gt taught by him too? :(
so unfortunate of us. lol :DD

kelly: aiyo you ming lian wo ah. so open-minded. ahhaha. i love you too :))

chenying: yo. ^^ yalar yalar will reply you de. x) btw your class is very stuffy, being there for arnd 15mins can make me drenched in my own perspirations. xp go gt some ventilation lah.

pigtou: lalala. did i say all guys? you blind eye bat. xDD

jun: uhm, excuse me, who are you? lol. i knew alot ppl with jun in their names. sorry. and, uyshi&me just plain closefrens, not lesbians, mind you. x)) she got another half alr. qian is definitely not jealous. ;p 'cause yushi&me both love her too :)

yushi: haha. cool down darling. :) rmb to wear our tank tops and skirt tml okey. :))

mader: lol, xin ni is so shameless lah, how can she be so open abt her relationship. x.x and why ms low scolded you instead? poor thing. nvm letter will explain it all ;)) catchya arnd!

well, today's trng is so emotional. i dont know how to put this, but somehow we ended up crying. :x we had nages and uchis more than usual, and by the time for randoori im already exhausted.
:( and madam forced us to fight with brown belters, she also urged them to thrash us.
it feel like shit, when your opponent is liek 3times bigger than your petite size but you still have to try and throw her.

and. and. we still have NEWAZA. aibi and side jerks all those.
can you visualise our agony?
during newaza randoori im totally beat up and had no excess strength to escape and sturggle whtever. grahhs.

after trng, snrs came to talk to us.
they were giving us encouragements. coz they could tell we really pushed ourselves to our limits today. :S
already i had tears welled up in my eyes. then i turned and saw emma and lukie were tearing also.
and somehow i began to break down too.
its just like teammates should suffer tgt.
but nvm babes, we'll go through these tgt. :))

actually im quite please with this term's results. ;D
my geog had even scored full marks. science got 2nd in class and chinese i scored 90 and above.
;p
bt my history gna fail. cos, i purposedly wrote one paragraph for each essay question.
dont ever ask me why. :X

theres a possibility that i wunt be in sg for my bdae. so i may hv to push forward my bdae celebration. xD most possibly on 20may. havent confirmed yet, but i had on my mind who to invite. :DD

WHOOOO. ive got my first bdae present today. ;)
thanks to you all, you'all are such great friends. totally had a great time today with you spasticating around orchard. its terribly hilarious. ^^ I LOVE KELLY! she actually went to cross stiched my name with some pics on handphone strap. and i was so touched till i planted a kiss right on her left cheek. ;DD
i was late for meeting kelly.mad.chenying. so sorry! then we we cineleisure first, to eat!
was in kfc. then camilia came to me. wondered how the hell she found me inside. ahhaha. and i know her-husband-to-be! MUAHAHAHAHAS. i didnt know kevin that gang was in kfc too. then suddenly he called me, and its so weird, so i quickly wanted to gt out. xD we spent hours on deciding my bag lah. grah. mad is mad. she went on buying new flipflops, new pencil case, new wallet. x.x then i finally decided on ripcurl bag! its so nice, though black is out of stocks, but pink is still okay bah. :x ahhaha. THANKS YOU ALL. :))
MADELINEKELLYCHENYINGYANGHAN IS FOUND CRAZYING IN ORCAHARD.
AND YANGHAN RAN ACROSS THE ROAD SAFE AND SOUND WHEN ITS RED LIGHT.
:DD

BOOS):
my schedules have been filled for the whole of next two weeks!
tmrw, ive got trng followed by a date with jnrs.
sunday, i have chem sia in siahxinyu's house.
trng's on monday, tuesday has got sports day heats for 4x400m :X
wednesday, HAHAHHAHA ;p
thursday, heats for short put and 1500. {SHIT, im absofrikkinlutely freaked out}
friday, cip for tcil. and im the "organiser" plat! ><

today was average, although i got very pissed with smone right now but i shallnt let her ruin my mood. during chinese was awesome, we are given a task of spotting the "xin dong miao xie" in the essaya nd act it out. time had runout for us, so junning's grp was the last grp to present. they were like damn FUNNY lah. :P they purposely went on to tighten their bag straps and make them look nerd with high bags. junning was darn cute i tell you. ahahahha. :DD and malay is ermm, dontknowwhatsgoingon kinda of lesson. maths we got to watch quill! omg, the dog is SUPER CUTE LAHHHH. but why does it have to die? ): i want a dog next time too! haaha. and i also want to tour japan! ;D
went town with chooyi today, it had be quite some time before our last outing. ;) we alsways seem to crap alot, ahahhaha. okay im goddammed busy nowadays and mind me, my darling jnrs have just forced me into adopting them. :X so i owe them a letter, and also combined sia's editor's note and pics, rosa parks {i did finished it long ago, but thanks to the great jailani he lost all of our scripts, so we had to redo every single thing} byeeeeeeeeee!

whees. its the 19th again darling! (:
just let me be, i dont wna be ur burden. (;
our story will be neverending.
ilu loads-

SHUCKS:X
i still havent handed up my home econs research paper and chinese mu qin jie compo.
im doomed. :x

didnt go for trng ytd, sorry babes :((
hah, went for the audition for ai xin shu. damn crap one lah, ask u to read read and shout shout.
-.- wtf. anw im broke this week again. -clapclaps
coz, today went town with qian and yushi. its raining like hell lor, and we just walked in the rain ^^ took neos. LOL. at heeren.
one pose was ah-lian, the other one is act cute de. and we all look spas. x)
went home.
yushi had to buy standard ticket coz she lost her wallet lah, so blurrr.
then we only pooled to $2.60 still need another $0.10
and guess wad? we went to extort money:DD fm some strangers.
we were like, hello, do you have $0.10. then they gave alr. SO ZAI RITE. x))
okay im so LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS SATURDAY.
gg out with jnrs then take neos. :))
love'ya all;)

i think the coolest bdae celebration is like wht qian has lah. lol. tt horny shirt is damn horny. xD
shit, i think ive flung my sci quiz and maths test lah. :x

Waiting for your call,I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing. It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh Because every breath that you will take while you are sitting next to me will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?Stay with me tonight And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home ( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have) I was born to tell you I love you and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight I was born to tell you I love you and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight (I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

gosh, im darn bored. :X

1. ONE WISH?
- everyone to be xinfu:))

2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
- both. AHHAHA.

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
- ppl change, to smone a stranger to me. :x

4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
- um, =.-"

5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY"?
- its realistic?

6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
- WHEE. YESYES. x)

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
- YES I AM I AM :D

8. ARE YOU HAPPY?
- yep, im in a slightly better mood.

9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
- white. i wnt a black one. :(

10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
- yep, occasionally. :p

11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
- YESHHH. ITS DUPER FUN I TELL U.

12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
- hmm, judo? zhongruan? rollerblade?

13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
- cameron highlands. ^^

15. CAN YOU SWIM?
- ERPZ. uh no.

16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
- nope.

17. DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?
- okay okay lah.

18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?
- tsk tsk. -.=

19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
- nope.

20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
- duhs.

21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
- i have a supershuai di:D

22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?
- manual one, thankyou.

23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
- um. diaoz.

24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
- duhs. im not a nun.

25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- its so ugly, can.

26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
- meat! pork! i hate pork's stench!

27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE U"?
- i forgot. -.=

28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
- huh.

29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
- why shall i cry? -.=

30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
- shit, which one u meant? my eggs? they are not ovulated. x)

31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
- um, depends.

32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
- huh. -.=

33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
- 1103

DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
- hanhan. -.=

35. IS RONALD MC DONALD DISGUSTING?
- hes cute okay. protested by my brother. ;)

36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
- ytd?

37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
-any difference?

38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
- no, uh. i've grown up. ^^

39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
- lalala. yes. HAHAHA.

40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
- nope.

41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
- CHOCOLATES

42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
- crunchy.

43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
- like how?

44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
- i forgot. :X

45. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
- duh.

46. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
- yeah, i slp like a pig. -.="

47. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
- brown.

48. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
- yes, only with you:)

49. LIQUOR OR BEER?
- liquor.

50. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
- IM NOT.

oh oh, i nearly forgot,
HAPPY 15th B IRTHDAY JASON! :DD
all the best to you ;)) and of course, my les partner too.
although i owe you a present, but its the sincerity that counts, alright? :p

tsk tsk, i began to regret choosing breast cancer. :x
i HAVE to search for breast cancer pics as well, i stressed the word, HAVE
oh god, can u imagine wad sorta pics will come out? hurhurhur. :xx

ytd went ps, for black night.
man, its freaking me out, horribly.
)):
theres 3 posers in front of us, and apparently 2 of em are dating.
wtf. they are like shorter than me by one head. -.=
i cried for the first story, and can u believe that i actually CRIED during horror films? =.=
the lil gal beside me was hugging her plastic bag.
:x
the rest of the stories are equally horrifying.
but i'll strongly recommend it. ^^

today was fairly a NICE day.
except for the assembly part..
)):
i forgot my name tag in the classroom, and she forced me to buy the temporary one which is $2.
so i had to run all the way up to classroom and prove that i have REALLY got my nametag with me.
so dumb.
anw we had both languages in the morning and the afternoon gets better.
OM presentation was screwed up lah. :x
our backdrops keep dropping.
shittayye eh, it nv drop during our rehearsals lor.
after lunch is science practical.
and we thought its on the first floor, bt smone said its not.
then we blindly went up to the third.
the tcher on third floor said sec2 chemistry is on second floor.
so we went down.
and know what, its wrong again.
then we met our dearest science reps and they told us that its on the first floor.
WALAO.
okay nvm.

after that is the most hilarious part!
home econs we did BANANA MUFFINS.
and is so happened that our class mascot is bANANAs. :DD
I LOVE BANANA MUFFINS.
^^
I LOVE MY BAKERY.
WHOO.
bleghs. its really tasty. (;
then trng, hoi man fractured her toe, it looks like erm, a purple bun.
LOL.
was quite slack lah. alot things happened today. ((;
nicolea is a sicko. she admitted that herself. xD
okay i shallnt elaborate.
GOD. im so damn tired now, gotta sleep for tml's sia in the morning.
bye.

i dreamt i married yushi ytd nite. :X
SO WEIRD LAH. :Xx shhh..jason will kill me..

we had our lang arts test today. and i kinda scribbled. yeah so i can write 5pages long ;)
i crapped abt those racial and social prejudice. hopefully i didnt wrote out of point. x)
drama came, and we laughed our heads off for that.
chengxin was like bombarding me with sick questions. omfg.
o.o
yeps, eng is down. next week is maths and geog.
i'm gna mug this weekend. xD
friday i wna go escape. ;)) then sat going to siahxinyu's hse for chem sia.

argh. this is getg more pressurized.