Designer: Manikka
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it must be the saddest day of the year ystd.
my last day of school as a fiver, along with my classmates. thanks a bunch to xinyu, jialing, chengxin, siyu and the rest who gave me their small gifts/letters. i'd really appreciated tht. but no matter what, i hope we can still talk to each other next year, even though we're in different classes from one another.

well, i guess, (its quite obvious) that my class is broken down into cliques. i dont know why all of my classes, they are not bonded at all. e.g my pri 6class. we had been classmates for more than 3years and yet we did not even have a formal class gathering since pri6. it's really saddening isnt it? i mean, whenever i saw my classmates being so close to their ex classmates, i would envy them. thats just because i felt closer to my pri sch mates. needless to say, this time, 205 is not really that bonded. we do our projects/sias, go recesses and chat with people we're close and comfortable to be with. however, subsequently, we'll become closer to that gang of people whom we mixed around with. ( by the way, im typing with the keyboard on my laps cause my arms are aching so much from ystd's trng that i couldnt raise them higher than 90degress. )



anyw, life is lik that, we still have to go on, and there'll be more partings in sec3, sec4 all the way till universities.

but that doesnt mean im feeling happy about it.

maybe its time for me not to harbour any high hopes in you anymore. i've thought over it last night, and i think i do have high expections, if not, why am i feeling more and more disappointed than ever. i said a no, because i knew you're busy. i thought you would insist. but it's okay cause i'll heal myself, even if it'll take me a much longer time than when you're beside me.



i hate the indedible scar that adgf left in me, it always evoke my past memories and i've been trying hard to come to grips with that.
its time to face the music, i keep on telling myself.

YAY.
people.
i failed my history terribly and miserably.
-clapclaps.

my eye is still as swollen. D: it seems never to heal. and i dont know why. i got this starnge feeling that its growing bigger and bigger day by day.
ARGHS.

oh, did i tell you? im addicted to maple. :D

chooyi is my senior. HAHA. she helped me alot alot alots. :DD

I LOVE MY PINK IPOD NANO!

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me
No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up too
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything without a single word

went on a shopping spree with my mommy just now in 77thstreet. ( i know you will go like this :O HUH with your mom ) but nevertheless, yeah, its absolutely true. she called my phone and request my presence in compass point cause apparently she fell in love with this purple tee from 77thstreet at the first sight. so i almost flied there in no time and bougt nice tanks from atomic!
its simply LOVELY. i shall buy the atomic crown jacket when i have the money as its cheaper for members by A GREAT DEAL! :D and yeah, my mommy was like snatching away the clothes that i chose and self-complimented herself about how fab she looked in the purple tee. like omg pls. do you ever have such a fashionable and hot mum like mine who buy clothes from 77thstreet? i mean, do you ever spot any middle-aged woman who went crazy over a teenage shirt?


oh well. anyway thanks TCB (i know you're a faithful reader of my log. ahaha. XD ) for today! :D
even though you spit indirect saliva on my face. eees.

hopefully i will not flunk my maths as its the only hope i have now. and i have an eccentric habit. my bladder is always bursting during eoys! D: like chinese geog and today maths, i kept going to toilet like either 5minutes before end of exams or right after the exams ended. -.-
conclusion is i have a weak bladder. PLAHHS.

and i finally realised/noticed there is haze arnd singapore. -.-

youtube is down again. wtf. was watching princess hours, and then got cut off from the connection. ):

1. Does anyone know your password to your email?
; yeah.

2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
; eating out with sherlynuts. student mcchicken meal. xD

3. Are you an emotional person?
; eh, undefine. :X

4. Do you like your school?
; actually not abit, not even the unsightly uniform.

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
; no.

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
; yeah. :XX

7. What was the last thing you did?
; eat plums/prunes. drank 3bottles of water and sat infront of com watching princess hours on youtube.

8. Who is right next to you?
; im alone.

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
; TCB.

10. What song are you listening to right now?
; crash and burn- savage garden.

11. How's the weather right now?
; fine.

12. Last person who called you today?
; mummy.

14. Last song you sang?
; shi ji mo ri by jay:D

15. Last time you danced?
; just now! :D

16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
; :X

18. Last thing you ate?
; plums/prunes/cuttlefish

19. Been really depressed before?
; yeah, like everyday.

20. Faked being sick to miss school?
; HAHAHA. xDD

21. What time did you wake up today?
; 0555

22. Current taste?
; vintage.

23. Who is the person that posted this survey?
; dont knw. must be some exclassmate.

24. What are you wearing right now?
; pink polo tee and shorts

25. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
; but they always refuse my date):

26. What is the first thing you notice about theopposite sex?
; whether he is nice.

27.Where are you right now?
; my bedroom.

28. What date and day is it?
; 06 october. friday.

29. Did you go anywhere today?
; compass pt.

30. What did you do there?
; do drawings and ate kfc.

31. How old are you?
; 14 .

33. Are you mature or immature?
; up to you to comment(:

34. Do you call your parents by their first name?
; no.

35. Are you an only child?
; nahs.

36. Where do you go shopping?
; bugis! HEEREN. plazasing.

37. Do you like where you work?
; looking for job now(:

38. Do you like books?
; yeah(:

39. Do you want to get married?
; HAHA:D

40. To whom?
; :D

For all those thoughts you left unsaid Well how could you let your guard down And let me impose We’re dying the further this thing goes Well can we go back to where we were before You dropped your heart on my floor ‘Cause it was easiest to hide it all away And never say what we were thinking No you’d never catch me blinking that night ‘Cause I was all of yours But don’t say we became too late Well I just think you’re humoring yourself Let me say one more thing before you fly And this charade is out of sight I’ve been wrong but now I’m right So let your precious sky come down on you tonight I’m right outside With every useless key I’ve tried You’re seamlessly wrapped in secrets Unraveling now But you don’t know just why or how (Let me say one more thing before these Beautiful mistakes we’ve made run dry Well I thought this would all blow by And everything would just turn out alright And this would all be fine) So say goodbye to days like these I’ll give it one more try and hope it all seems better in your eyes Well maybe not this time

where'd you go?
i miss you so.

i always believe that you will still continue do that every night and you just frogotten all about it. But the same old thing just happen over and over again, till it dashed my hopes, left me completely disappointed.
you said it before. higher expection and hopes will lead to greater devastation and disappointment. i shall learn not to hope for anything.

D': im rlly disappointed.

whoooooos. LA and chinese paper 1 are finally down.
went t coffeebean @j8 ytd. with family (absence of son and daughterinlaw). man, they gang up against me and bully me)))))): took my phone and deoderant. -.-

WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE IS LOVES!

yeahyeah.