yanghan. 
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
maybe its time for me not to harbour any high hopes in you anymore. i've thought over it last night, and i think i do have high expections, if not, why am i feeling more and more disappointed than ever. i said a no, because i knew you're busy. i thought you would insist. but it's okay cause i'll heal myself, even if it'll take me a much longer time than when you're beside me. i hate the indedible scar that adgf left in me, it always evoke my past memories and i've been trying hard to come to grips with that.
its time to face the music, i keep on telling myself.